I thought it fit the situation perfect.

So Im pretty much tired of it all... Really I am. So much crap has been going on with Renee its pointless to tell anyone.
But I will tell u about some good things that keep me going.
My friend Barbie, she wrote me today with a problem and Im so glad that I can be there for her. Even though I haven't seen her in a good while. For her to email me and talk to me with her problems and Im glad that I was able to help her with it to. I found this Quote that I also sent her. (I send my friends random quotes or pictures to brighten their day.)

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends – they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything – they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them – actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gunna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.”

Marilyn Monroe

I thought it fit the situation perfect.

Oh I got a Job Application today.. maybe I will get a job.. Its at a pizza place but hey it beats not having a job.. and I really need one. : ) I still have that plan inside my head. Getting a Job being on the top of it. lol.

Thanks to Roxy for telling me about this new job.

Now I will be going to bed. Maybe.. I might read some more of the blog Im randomly reading throught...

Like Boom

Today is Friday and its the first Friday in several months that I haven't done anything.. well went anywhere and hung out with friends. I was totally bored. I was going to Kandices but she has summer school, and then she went to work with her mom after school. :( She has her pool though. They might get around this weekend putting it up... and I will most def. be hanging out there.. We will have a cookout or something.. Cassie and her family are gone camping this week.. They wont be back till Sunday. Then Cassie is leaving that next week for South Carolina : ( I have never been to the beach; neither has she or Monica.. So Im happy for them. : )

Oh and Aunt Odies Pink Party went GREAT. : ) So many ppl where there.. It did rain a little be4 the party.. which made it really really hot. But I did get some good photos.. not a lot but a few good ones. So did Kayla.. I took some of hers and put them on my page. lol.

Still no Luck on finding a Job. Next month I will need to be more productive.. Aug. I have to start paying off my student loans... : ( maybe I can talk to them and see if I can get it fixed to where I have another extended thing.. where I dont have to pay for it.. : )) lol.

Totally Bored.. Now I will go and Look at other ppls blogs and be bored ..
I totally want to re-do the entire house .. Like paint.. fix it up more.. but guess what... NO MONEY... not even any to buy cheap stuff.. not even a gallon of paint.. I need to do something more productive this up coming months.

Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans… She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.
In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ’ Tell me what you see’.
‘Carrots, eggs, and coffee,’ she replied…
Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft.. the mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.
Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, ‘What does it mean, mother?’
Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak.The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.The ground coffee beans were unique, how ever. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.
‘Which are you?’ she asked her daughter. ‘When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean
Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?
Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?
Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.
When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity?  Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?
May you all be coffee beans :)

Awsome things

So the other day I was just lookin around and found http://1000awesomethings.com
This site host 1000 awesome things from the color of the sky to the simple smell of rain on sidewalks.They started at 1000 and are counting down to 1. Below I thought I would share a few awesome things that they have on their site. I cant wait to see their number one Awesome thing. : )

Below are some that I think are awesome from this site. Feel free to click on the links and it will take u to their site.Thanks

#997 Locking people out of the car and pretending to drive away
Cassie and tab do this to me all the time.
#991 Really, really old Tupperware
I know for a fact that my mom has some really old tupperware
#987 Picking the perfect nacho off someone else’s plate
I always eat off others plates. Rude? I think not. They pick food off my plate.
 #985 Eating things past the expiry date
 All the time.. If its doenst have mold on it or smell.. its okay to eat.
#984 Eating the last piece of dessert somebody left at your house
usually my dad or sisters get the last piece.
#980 Old, dangerous playground equipment
Its just fun. I love parks.
#974 High tens
no matter u never get it right on the first try.. lol.
#972 Any food that requires Wet-Naps and a stack of napkins to eat
most of these will prob be about food. im a foody.
#967 Illegal naps
 NAPS>>>>> : )
#951 Hearing a stranger fart in public
My high school Spanish teacher farted in a quite class room full of kids.. i set 2 seats away from her.. She was like Y are u laughing. Is there something funny, no.
#944 Your pillow
I cant stand a fluffy pillow unless im camping. My pillow is like also paper thin. I bought it that way.
#937 The smell of rain on a hot sidewalk
i never really though about it until i seen i in writing
#932 Wearing sandals when you shouldn’t be wearing sandals
I love flip flops... I wear them in the snow sometimes.
#919 Hitting a bunch of green lights in a row
I hit the ones in corbin one day all green... theres like 6...
#912 Hanging your hand out the window of a car
I only do this when im riding with ppl.. sometimes when im by myself.
#899 The smell of frying onions
another food one.
#898 Playing old-school video games
Mario... Lets a go...
#879 The Parking Lot Pull Through
enough said.
#878 The smell and sound of a campfire
love it. u smell like camp fire the next 2days..
#874 The Five Second Rule
and the 10 sec rule.
#873 Finding a mix tape given to you by an old boyfriend or girlfriend
or a mix cd//
#862 The Laugh Echo
remembering something that happened forever ago and still laugh about it.
#848 Old folks who sit on their porch and wave at you when you walk by
i will be on of those old folks..
#838 The smell of freshly cut grass
green green grass...
#820 Making it out of the bathroom at work before anyone realizes you made it smell that way
hahahaha
#814 Cheesy theme songs from 80′s sitcoms
80s baby
#803 Your favorite old, comfy T-shirt
it would have to be a pack of white t-shirts.. with the hole in it.
#790 Seeing someone laugh in their sleep
I really laugh in my sleep. Funny story.. i was with my friend Geri on a school trip and i fell asleep on the window and i woke my self up laughing and she was looking at me then we both started laughing.
#785 Falling asleep in the backseat of a car late at night on the drive home
I always wake up like 2 min be4 we pull into the drive.
#776 When you’re watching one of your favorite movies and you realize you don’t remember how it ends
it always happens to me.
#764 Bedhead all day long
i always have bed head. today i have had it all day.. i went to a friend house and wore a cap. lol.
#757 Taking your shoes off on a long car ride
I take mine off all the time.. i curl up and stick them behind my dads seat. lol. theres this perfect place to put them..  
#748 That feeling in your stomach when you go really high on the swings
Again I love parks.
#717 Sleeping with one leg under the covers and one leg out
 #714 Changing the channel during a commercial break and then flipping back just as the show’s coming back on

#705 When you’re sitting in the backseat of a packed car and the driver takes a turn really fast

The next few weeks

So the next few weeks are going to be quite fun.
Friday will be fun. I get to hang with cassie and some other friends, which I do every Friday.

Saturday is Aunt Odies Pink Party. Yeah thats right Pink Party! See Aunt Odie was diagnosed with Breast Cancer awhile back, a few weeks ago was her last treatment and she is CANCER FREE... So the family is going to have her a big party, family will be in and everythig. Ill have tons of pictures. Plus I will be doing some cooking.. Cupcakes, tater salad.. some other stuff. and what ever mom is going to fix.

Sunday is the homecoming at church, more food I have to fix. Which isn't that big of a deal.

Then Camping the days to follow. So much Fun. I Cant Wait.

Quotes

Never think you are nothing. Never cry at night for not being pretty enough. And never tell yourself you’ll never be good enough because to someone out there, you’re everything. And somebody else probably thinks the world of you. You may not know who they are, but they do exist. So don’t ever think that way about yourself.

“Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. You only need to find one good reason why it will.”
 Dr. Robert Anthony

“You’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.”
A. A. Milne

If you realized how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think a negative thought.
— Peace Pilgrim

“Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.”

William James

“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you’re wonderful, and don’t forget to make some art — write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.”

Neil Gaiman

“A photographer went to a socialite party in New York. As he entered the front door, the host said ‘I love your pictures - they’re wonderful; you must have a fantastic camera.’ He said nothing until dinner was finished, then: ‘That was a wonderful dinner; you must have a terrific stove.’”

Sam Haskins

 “Sometimes you need to be alone. Sometimes, you just don’t want to be comforted. Because you need the chance to take it in. All that has been, all the pain left behind. The best cure is time on your own to analyze, time to pull yourself together again and time to see that all you ever wanted is now nothing but a fading memory. Time to let it go, and time to start again.”

“Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all they have.” 
Life’s Little Instruction Book (#139)

a box full of kisses

 The story goes that some time ago a man punished his 5 year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper.
Money was tight and he became even more upset when the child pasted the gold paper so as to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree.
Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her father the next morning and said, “This is for you, daddy.”
The father was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found the box was empty.
He spoke to her in a harsh manner, “Don’t you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there’s supposed to be something inside the package?”
The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, “Oh, daddy, it’s not empty. I blew kisses into it until it was full.”
The father was crushed.
He fell on his knees and put his arms around his little girl, and he begged her to forgive him for his unnecessary anger.
An accident took the life of the little girl only a short time later and it is told that the father kept that gold box by his bed for all the years of his life.
And whenever he was discouraged or faced difficult problems he would open the box and take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of a child who had put there.
In a very real sense, each of us as human beings have been given a golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our family and friends.
There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.


I didnt write this but it touched me.. so i thought i would share it. : ) 

OMG SUMMMEREE

OMG SUMMER U CANT GET HER FAST ENOUGH....

I love summer bc I get to hang out with all my friends and not have to worry about any set schedule and we can sleep in and stay out late as long as we want. This summer will be packed full of fun things. Starting this week. Friday Cassie and Kandice get out of school for the summer... Pretty stocked.
I have plans to see some friends from high school to go to the movies and whatever else we can find to get into.. Those are the most fun doing things that u didnt plan. Im a planner but when im with my friend u never know whats going to happen and I wouldnt have it any other way. Friday is also the county fair.. I went last year with Cassie, Kandice and Martha (My sister) and had a blast. Kandice got sick on one of the rides.. lol. so funny. But this year im going with Ashley B, Michelle, and Tosha; Friends from hs. and Cassie.. who is my best friend. along with kandice.. lol. anyways. Im so stoked .. Movies..Fair..Summer..Camping..Loads of fun.
Summer walks and swimming... Tons of Pictures. : ) 

Which reminds me I need to get that firewood that someone happened to leave just laying around...hehe

I CANT WAIT>>>